Another new week has begun. Weekend had been good. Being part of the winning team does help to get your nerves back in action and the adrenalin to pump in. I have been becoming too lazy offlate. What's the problem? I have always been lazy and plain lucky most times. Put it that way. I never studied all my life. I just put in "extra" efforts the day before the exam and could easily score heavily. And, I thought in school, I was unlucky to have missed the top rank coz I was plain unlucky to get that extra 1/4th mark. Sigh! those were the days when I used to compete. I miss those days. I think the golden days of my life were my school days when I could make no mistake at all. :) I am sure those will come again.
I don't know if I thikn differently or everybody thinks the same way. Coming to one of my fears, there is one. I somehow cannot make myself call people. Its only my mom I can call up and talk. I mean I feel everyone else will be bsuy all the time. The first question i ask is "were you busy?" when I do make the call. I just don't want to put people in a position wherein they think "why the fuck does he call at this time?" ;)
Anyway, I am goign to come out of this fear. I am not goign to be bothered about what friends say?
Monsoon has arrived at last. Rain brings in prosperity. Where is my share? As you grow up, why are we so scared? I mean you get bloody scared of everything. I am not getting in to that mood though. I take it easy and I am confident to pass the years that are gonna come in the most joyous way. I am not going to think too much. I have suddenly got my sleep back. I guess I was all tired on Sat but couldn't sleep thanks to a friend who kept me awake allnight coz he was tlakin to his fiancee. I woke up today with a good sleep. So, the week has started bang on! o a high note! Let me keep it high and keep the week in such a mood. :)