Feel like I am going to catch a cold. The weather's gone cold. I shouldn't catch cold when most people do. Thats how it goes for me. Today was a wonderful day. Things are moving swiftly. I want to go to Goa but don't know how it is going to be. I can't reach home thanks to the bad instrument at home. May be its the connection. But I guess the telecom revolution hs to hit the rural areas. Not that my place (where my parents live) is a rural area. It hs gone urban thanks to the population growth. My place is heaven amongst hell. Already planned for the next two weeks. Next week, if i dont go to Goa, its my place. The next week it is goign to be to Tirupathi. Hope to lower my head and seek some blessings.
I have started playing Age of Mythology and whenever i play it, it means things are smooth at my end. *touchwood*

As I thought, i am slowly but surely getting in to a mood to work. This is great news to me. I want to be working to be alive. lazing around is not my idea of enjoying or passing time. I have to be doing some activity or the other. It has been fruitful with people troubling me to get answers. I guess I will try double when others ask me.
I am also having sleep peacefully. I am happy that I am not getting lazy after I gget up. I jogged for a while and then went about preparing tea and reading the newspaper at the same time. I love to multi task most things. I am thinking of also preparing my breakfast soon. Omlette and bread butter jam; my fav breakfast. I am sick of eating dosas and pooris.
Suddenly today I remembered my old colleagues and called them up. It was wonderful to catch up on the happenings. Its a nice feeling when most of my friends advise me. One advise they first give is: GIVE UP YOUR DRINKING. They are astonished to hear that I haven't had liqour for a long time. I hope to stick to this even when things are down. Friends say I am special and actually share things. They don't see one as a guy who utilises people. I hardly do. I have already been labelled as one who is generous. All i can do is give til I can and hope to do good all the time. My only wish is to stick to my principles of righteousness. This virtue I aint gonna leave come what may. Even if I am goign to lose a billion dollars I will give up the billion dollars. Am i sounding philosophical? Right, i was supposed to become a priest or a dreaded gangster according to my Mom's astrologer;both of which i am not. Education put me off the gangster path and my needs *read wordly pleasures* put me off the priest path.
I guess the monsoons have put their ugly head in to Bangalore. Its suddenly become chill and gloomy. When the going gets tough, the tough get going. And thats whats happening with me. I guess I will stop here.
*Knock knock knocking on heaven's door*

Another new week has begun. Weekend had been good. Being part of the winning team does help to get your nerves back in action and the adrenalin to pump in. I have been becoming too lazy offlate. What's the problem? I have always been lazy and plain lucky most times. Put it that way. I never studied all my life. I just put in "extra" efforts the day before the exam and could easily score heavily. And, I thought in school, I was unlucky to have missed the top rank coz I was plain unlucky to get that extra 1/4th mark. Sigh! those were the days when I used to compete. I miss those days. I think the golden days of my life were my school days when I could make no mistake at all. :) I am sure those will come again.
I don't know if I thikn differently or everybody thinks the same way. Coming to one of my fears, there is one. I somehow cannot make myself call people. Its only my mom I can call up and talk. I mean I feel everyone else will be bsuy all the time. The first question i ask is "were you busy?" when I do make the call. I just don't want to put people in a position wherein they think "why the fuck does he call at this time?" ;)
Anyway, I am goign to come out of this fear. I am not goign to be bothered about what friends say?
Monsoon has arrived at last. Rain brings in prosperity. Where is my share? As you grow up, why are we so scared? I mean you get bloody scared of everything. I am not getting in to that mood though. I take it easy and I am confident to pass the years that are gonna come in the most joyous way. I am not going to think too much. I have suddenly got my sleep back. I guess I was all tired on Sat but couldn't sleep thanks to a friend who kept me awake allnight coz he was tlakin to his fiancee. I woke up today with a good sleep. So, the week has started bang on! o a high note! Let me keep it high and keep the week in such a mood. :)

Weak week ended!
Prep for the weekend started on Fri itself. I was watching Rolland Garros, all clay and lot of tennis. Totally forgot which match i watched on Fri.
Sat started off late. I goyt up at 9. I was the first to wake up. Had troubled sleep in the morning :). Got up at 3, 4 30 , 5 15 and 6 30. Everyday its the story. I just open my eyes and feel the sun already up and blazing away. But, its not the reality. seems like I am hallucinating.

I had fixed an appointment with a relative's friend and wanted the pay the premium for my vehicle insurance. I have been riding all week with out insurance. Cops, you are gonna get me this week if I don't do it by tomrroow.
Lot of pending things : two premiums of nsurances for my life pending. If I die today, will I get the quoted amount? Just wondering. I have been trying to complete things. But, circumstances have started to play in my life. Everything seems to be conspiring agaisnt me. I am not bothered. I will complete my tasks and rest on those laurels. *gives a wide grin*.
Ok, I took my bike out and kicked. Cool, the bike started. I never accelarate till i take ti to the first gear. Somethng told me to acclelarate n i coudlnt raise the acceleration. I tried checkin certian thigns i knew ... *my good old mechanial engg classes in the first sem* I gave up after a while. and got a mechanic. Our guy with blugin biceps opened everything from my seat, teh tank and otehr things under the tank. But, after 2 hours of hard work, it came to nought.
Then, i had to train my own bicpes and push the bike to the authorised service centre. Without food and water, my brain was all irritated. And, the buggers at the service centre took anotehr hour to just see the vehicle. After a lil' talk, the guy at the servic centre asked me to pick the bike that evenign else on Mon.
Evenign came and the bike wasnt ready. taht was s the harrowing time of my weekend. rest of the weekend was spent with my engg mates . Sat dinner was at Lacasa. Sun was just a relaxing day.